I didn't think I had come across as "so down". But it takes a friend to sometime see through the veil I could be hiding behind. Thank You.
I have been down that so many folks stop by here with questions, usually for a school assignment, get some answers and never return. Even to say "Thank You". But it gives me joy to help.
Now all this is coming from my ego. I do not have any pre-conceived notion that dialogue will atomatically begin.
It is GREAT to hear from you.
You cheered me up with your great view on the real nature of reality. Here I was laying a guilt trip on some folks and myself just because I didn't get "My way". Judgement is a real handicap to finding serenity. It is funny to think I or anyone can spend all their time judging others and themselves for some obstical that does not even exist.
I don't dwell on Hogen; but I like to look back on his writings and see what he had to say. He is with us. He would be the first to admit he doesn't have all the answers just probably more questions.
I'm out of work too. I will still put my boat in the water mid May. Why suffer more? I also had a hip replaced which went very well and all the medical providers have been very receptive to my questions and attempt at humor. I hope to find a job locally. The commute to Boston from Plymouth and back after 15 years was driving me crazy. No pun intended 
I will be back out on the street soon probably brokering real-estate, in a recession. Best time to get to know folks and maybe I can help a few get through the change.
You sound terrific. Are you getting any fishing in?
Metta,
Richard
